Pages

Monday, October 24, 2011

Slient Screams

“Silent Screams”



I screamed so many times but no one ever heard

The pain was there, the anger true, yet didn’t say a word

Muffled time and again by someone else’s need

Always, their desires, their screams that I must heed



I hold my baby as she cries

Letting all her anger fly

Wondering how it would feel to not have it all tied up inside

I want to let it out, to finally be free.

But all too often I’m still swept up in someone else’s need



The words of my scream must finally be heard

If not, lies will win; not giving them the last word

Behind the walls, with loving eyes, I’ll give the rage its face

I’ve found it’s not my own, began long ago, another time and place



I fight for now, to feel myself alive within my skin

Groping blindly, missing moments, still I won’t give in

Sit with sadness, embrace joy, listen to the ache

For now it’s not just for me, my heritage at stake



I hold my baby as she cries

Letting all her anger fly

No more wondering, I cry with her as I’m freed with tears long passed by

I let it out, I’m finally free

Not consumed, yours and mine – humanity’s - great need

No comments: